Monday, January 17, 2011

Being 20 or Something (decrypted from my multiply)

They call it the "quarter-life crisis."

 It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. 

"You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year
 or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. "


 
"You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. "



"Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. "




"One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward."
"You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person."

"One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic."
 
 
 
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

College Life

1.Anong course mo?
 BS IHM Cruise Line Operations in Culinary Arts
2.Saan ka nag-aaral?
  Lyceum of the Philippines University-Manila Campus
3.Napilitan ka lang bang kunin yang course na yan?
  Una Oo, pero habang tumatagal gusto ko na hehe
4.Sino nag-papaaral sayo?
  Pamilya ko haha
5.Anong year mo na?
  4th year graduating
6.Nag-eenjoy ka ba sa college life mo?
  oo naman sobra (kahit na tinatambakan kami ng practical exams, hotel duty, assignments, quizzes at circle of death kung tawagin namen *surprise question ng each students kelangan mo sagutin lahat)
7.Eh, sa college barkada?
  yup.
8.First college frends?
  sila monique, chester, cholo, carla, kaye, paolo, andrew, lovely, sheena, elaiza, josh, loyd,   schermatt, albert, ria, rj, alice, anthony, jonathan, marvin, osmar, angel, bhorj, within the school lang.
9.First college boyfriend/girlfriend?
  aw, secret. ahaha may ganto pa na tanong?
10.Ano yung top 2 choices mo na course?
  Consular Diplomatic Affairs Tsaka IHM culinary
11.Have you ever felt out of place at school?
  nope
12.Irreg ka ba o regular?
  Irreg, gusto ko ako masusunod sa subjects ko. haha

13.May crush ka sa school mo?
  oo? dami ahaha
14.Favorite subject?
  Cruise Line Science & Geography/ World Tour/ F.O
15.Sang subject ka natutulog?
  San ba? Mahirap kasi baka mahuli ng prof. ahaha
16.Pinakahate mong subject?
 wala naman
17.Kilala ba skul mo?
  oo sbi nila, haha
18.Ever thought of taking up nursing?
  NO. NO. NO. *weird ng question na to ah.
19.Gusto mo bang magshift?
  yaw!
20.Anung course naman?
  yoko nga
21.Do you miss your highschool life?
  oo. sobrang miss ko na! Haha
22.Anung balak mong unang gawin pagkagraduate mo?
  abroad
23.San ka naman magttrabaho?
  Hotel or sa Cruise
24.Do u have plans of going abroad?
  25.10 years from now ano ka na?
 gen manager sa hotel, SANA haha
26.Do you love college life?
  i so love college life.
27.Anung gusto mong gift ang matanggap mo sa graduation mo?
  wala naman.
28.May bf/gf ka ba?
  wala
29.Recent school problem?
  lagi ako nahihiwa sa lab.
30.Pinakahate mong prof?
  wala
31. Pinakafavorite mong prof?
  Mr. Mier Jesus Zapanta & Mr. Bob Zozobrado (galing nila magturo sobrang professional sila)
32. Crush mong prof?
 di ko kilala eh. pero lagi ko sya nakikita sa tourism dept. ng school. haha
33. Crush mong kaklase
 haha. Basta. meron ahaha!
34. Pinakakaclose mong college friends?
 madami.
35. Anong oras ka natutulog?
 hanggat maaga pede na ako mtulog.